Get out the way bitch.

Experience has taught me that bad times become good after a while. Things resolve themselves. It's been a while since things have been good. This is the longest I can remember that nothing extraordinarily good has happened to me. When good things happen, it's really good for you. I'm probably going to fail a class or two this semester. The professors have no reason to pass me. This is the last week of classes and I still haven't gone to any of my classes. There is only one class left for me to attend, or not attend. Will will will I go to it?

I got the new Roots last night. It's different, it's harder than anything else I've heard from them. Some tracks sound like they could be on MTV. Some tracks are really good though. There are others that don't feel like they belong really. It comes with a DVD which is cool. It's got two music videos (censored for some reason) and two performances from MTV2.

I've been reflecting these past few days. Trying to find out why this semester turned out so horribly. One thing that I can think of that can account for my downfall is a total loss of hope. Never before have I lost all hope before, and that has helped me pull myself together in the last days of a semester. Usually things turn out for the better. This time I predict a tremendous let down. So I have nothing really to hope for.

There's always another 4 years of school ahead of me.

I've got plenty of love to give, I just don't know where to put it.