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Apr. 1st, 2002
I still haven't taken Brave New World out of my bag. I took everything else out. This is what was in my bag:
-4 porno tapes
-my ganjastick smoker
-a toiletry kit
-"The Country of the Pointed Firs"
_"Brave New World"
-"my notebook"
The latter 3 remain inside. I don't want to be back here. I wouldn't mind it so much if I didn't have to do anything.
Tomorrow I'll look for places to live next year. I'm thinking a single apartment on Main St. I really really want a dog. My parents both say I can't bring a dog home during breaks. But then I thought today, I don't have to go back home during breaks. Or, if I do decide to go back, I need someone to look after the dog for me. I'd really like the kinda dog Ari and Uzi Tenenbaum had, Buckley. That dog was the cutest. It was so nonchalant. Like me
I hate cats. I really hate cats. They're so manipulative. They bite and scratch. I never want a cat. The only good cat is a dead cat. I hate cats.
Dogs, I love. Cats, I hate.
-4 porno tapes
-my ganjastick smoker
-a toiletry kit
-"The Country of the Pointed Firs"
_"Brave New World"
-"my notebook"
The latter 3 remain inside. I don't want to be back here. I wouldn't mind it so much if I didn't have to do anything.
Tomorrow I'll look for places to live next year. I'm thinking a single apartment on Main St. I really really want a dog. My parents both say I can't bring a dog home during breaks. But then I thought today, I don't have to go back home during breaks. Or, if I do decide to go back, I need someone to look after the dog for me. I'd really like the kinda dog Ari and Uzi Tenenbaum had, Buckley. That dog was the cutest. It was so nonchalant. Like me
I hate cats. I really hate cats. They're so manipulative. They bite and scratch. I never want a cat. The only good cat is a dead cat. I hate cats.
Dogs, I love. Cats, I hate.
Ugh it's early. I had such uncomfortable dreams last night. One was that I got 5 notices from all 5 of my professors that if I skipped class today I'd fail each class. Another was that I snorted a huge line of cocaine. When I woke up this morning, my throat was sore and I spit up some blood.
Bennett's telling us stuff now. Stuff we need to know. I don't want to hear it.
Bennett's telling us stuff now. Stuff we need to know. I don't want to hear it.
I got an A+ on my Investigative Report Analysis. I'm beginning to think Bennett's an easy grader because I've never gotten such good consecutive grades in any class. I think it's because I like him so much that I do my best work. Of course, I failed the midterm, but I don't think it's going to matter. Maybe I should become a journalist.
Too much work for that field, I'm sticking to living at home with my parents til I'm 30. I think I'm getting sick again. Maybe it's because I smoked about 12 cigarettes yesterday. I smoke too much when I drive long distances. Especially when I'm driving alone. Cigarettes are my only friend in such cases. Cigarettes and the open road. I think I'm going to skip both my 11:30 and 12:30 on account of I have to read Spark Notes fror Brave New World. We have a paper due on Wednesday, but also we have the option to not do it. If I skip this paper, I'll have to write a paper on Neuromancer which is supposed to be a hard book. What's with all this science fiction? I don't like science fiction that much. In moderation, in short stories, it's fun to read, but a whole book of it? I mean, it gets sickening after a while.
Usually I feel weird coming back to school after breaks. Like I haven't seen people in such a long time, even though it's only been a week. This time around, I really don't care.
On your knees you big booty bitch start suckin'.
Too much work for that field, I'm sticking to living at home with my parents til I'm 30. I think I'm getting sick again. Maybe it's because I smoked about 12 cigarettes yesterday. I smoke too much when I drive long distances. Especially when I'm driving alone. Cigarettes are my only friend in such cases. Cigarettes and the open road. I think I'm going to skip both my 11:30 and 12:30 on account of I have to read Spark Notes fror Brave New World. We have a paper due on Wednesday, but also we have the option to not do it. If I skip this paper, I'll have to write a paper on Neuromancer which is supposed to be a hard book. What's with all this science fiction? I don't like science fiction that much. In moderation, in short stories, it's fun to read, but a whole book of it? I mean, it gets sickening after a while.
Usually I feel weird coming back to school after breaks. Like I haven't seen people in such a long time, even though it's only been a week. This time around, I really don't care.
On your knees you big booty bitch start suckin'.
Last night at like 3 in the morning, I was sitting at my desk just doodling with a fine point Sharpie. I wrote down my finals schedule, I got only 3 of thems.
Anyhow, I drew an awesome looking Boognish on this white lighter. I'm so proud of myself. I went to the their website and downloaded 4 songs they had up. They were supposed to do the opening credits for Greg the Bunny. They're song would have been so much better. Anyway, I'm looking more forward to seeing them at Bonnaroo than I am any other band that will be there. I can't believe it, it's a dream come true for me. I've wanted it for so long. Now it's finally happening. Right on?
I got an A- on my Engl170 paper. Man, I'm fucking awesome at papers. I hate writing them, and usually save them for the night before. For some reason, I've been doing so well on them. For the one paper that I spent more than one evening on, my paper for "The Searchers" for Film Classics last year, I got a D+. I couldn't believe it. I learned my lesson after that. Procrastination, although stressful, conquers all.
Maybe I'd sell you a chicken,
With poison interlaced with the meat.
Anyhow, I drew an awesome looking Boognish on this white lighter. I'm so proud of myself. I went to the their website and downloaded 4 songs they had up. They were supposed to do the opening credits for Greg the Bunny. They're song would have been so much better. Anyway, I'm looking more forward to seeing them at Bonnaroo than I am any other band that will be there. I can't believe it, it's a dream come true for me. I've wanted it for so long. Now it's finally happening. Right on?
I got an A- on my Engl170 paper. Man, I'm fucking awesome at papers. I hate writing them, and usually save them for the night before. For some reason, I've been doing so well on them. For the one paper that I spent more than one evening on, my paper for "The Searchers" for Film Classics last year, I got a D+. I couldn't believe it. I learned my lesson after that. Procrastination, although stressful, conquers all.
Maybe I'd sell you a chicken,
With poison interlaced with the meat.
Just Testing out the Water
Apr. 1st, 2002 03:35 pm
If all goes well, a picture of the Boognish lighter will be above this. If not, I'm a complete and utter failure.
I drew a White Pepper on the back of the Boognish lighter. That's about the most productive thing I did all day. Jesus. I really did nothing today. My work ethic is non-existant. Yet, I continue to get good grades. There are few as smart as I.
Today I was trying to exit the common room to make Ramen. Andy wouldn't let me pass, he was blocking me every way possible. I decided to sit on his face as a distraction. He threw me over the couch and my thigh landed right on the rim of a waste paper basket. That's the second time today that I fell on that thing. That's the second time today that Andy made me fall on it. The first time I fell with my neck on the rim. Imagine my head came off. It would have gone right into the trash can. Well, I moved it to another area of the common room so that I won't fall on it. Andy and I cleaned the common room before break and already it is in shambles. These people don't know how to live in an orderly fashion. Neither do I. We're all such disorderly conductors.
I have to buy cleats and a mouthguard tomorrow. There is practice. Practice practice practice. It seems like the only thing I do is practice.
I was looking at Beagle sites today. They're fucking adorable. I want a beagle so badly, but people say they're no good. Andy's got one and he says it's retarded. If I had a beagle, I would show it infinite love. If only. Any suggestions for a type of dog? I'm so bent on getting a dog. I don't even know if I'll be allowed to have one next year. In fact, I still don't know where I'm living. I looked in the Lamron (our school newspaper) for places to live. There's a one bedroom apartment on Main St and one on Court St. There's also Ambassador apartments, but I'm not sure I'd like to live there. I'd really like the Main St one. It's in the thick of it all. The bustling town of Geneseo.
Today I was trying to exit the common room to make Ramen. Andy wouldn't let me pass, he was blocking me every way possible. I decided to sit on his face as a distraction. He threw me over the couch and my thigh landed right on the rim of a waste paper basket. That's the second time today that I fell on that thing. That's the second time today that Andy made me fall on it. The first time I fell with my neck on the rim. Imagine my head came off. It would have gone right into the trash can. Well, I moved it to another area of the common room so that I won't fall on it. Andy and I cleaned the common room before break and already it is in shambles. These people don't know how to live in an orderly fashion. Neither do I. We're all such disorderly conductors.
I have to buy cleats and a mouthguard tomorrow. There is practice. Practice practice practice. It seems like the only thing I do is practice.
I was looking at Beagle sites today. They're fucking adorable. I want a beagle so badly, but people say they're no good. Andy's got one and he says it's retarded. If I had a beagle, I would show it infinite love. If only. Any suggestions for a type of dog? I'm so bent on getting a dog. I don't even know if I'll be allowed to have one next year. In fact, I still don't know where I'm living. I looked in the Lamron (our school newspaper) for places to live. There's a one bedroom apartment on Main St and one on Court St. There's also Ambassador apartments, but I'm not sure I'd like to live there. I'd really like the Main St one. It's in the thick of it all. The bustling town of Geneseo.