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Dec. 9th, 2001 12:44 ami went with andy, matt, nick, and joe joe to 12 5 meadows. i got pretty drunk and then i was hurting so badly for cigarettes. i called sharifa when i got back to the room and asked her to drive me to mobile to get cigarettes. she said alright, so i wiped all the snow off my car and noticed that there was a lot of noise at the statesman. i remembered that it was over under so i went in to get cigarettes. i got fucking camel unfiltered nasty cigarettes. it's like lucky strikes. i'm lucky if i get through this pack without dying. the statesman was full of people that i know that pretend not to know me. including logic girl joanna. i said hi to her and that was the end of the conversation. i guess she wants nothing to do with me. i'm used to it.
so tonight has been one night of walking to places alone. being alone is cool until you feel lonely. i don't feel that lonely now, but i might soon. that's a dangerous situation.
i didn't talk about last night. last night we went to phi kap and it sucked cause it was pakced wall to wall with freshman. that's all the happened. jesus christ, the one cigarette i smoked tonight has made me smell like a cigarette factory. no wonder no one wants to hang out with me.
peeeace out.
so tonight has been one night of walking to places alone. being alone is cool until you feel lonely. i don't feel that lonely now, but i might soon. that's a dangerous situation.
i didn't talk about last night. last night we went to phi kap and it sucked cause it was pakced wall to wall with freshman. that's all the happened. jesus christ, the one cigarette i smoked tonight has made me smell like a cigarette factory. no wonder no one wants to hang out with me.
peeeace out.
