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i really hate frat parties a lot. they just make me hate a lot of things. like people. they make me hate people. but now i'm back at the ranch with danielle and her brother from home. we're watching bittersweet motel and drinking the kings of beers.

i want to avoid these heathen rituals known as frat parties and just stick to socializing with people i'm fond of. step 1: i have to be more fond of people.

it's a lose-lose situation. i just need one person. a girl. a girl who i can converse with and who can make things better for me. a pretty girl who can relate to me and one who i can relate to. a smart girl. one who doesn't conform. one who drinks and smokes marijuana. and cigarettes. and wants to eat mushrooms. it's wishful thinking to the maximum. i also want bulging biceps and buns of the hardest steel. if you are that girl, press "1" on your keypad. to hear the whining of another pathetic bastard press "2"

i was hot tonight, with the novel, until i got distracted. i'm up to 1683 words, i'm well behind. i'm no writer, who am i kidding?

carve your name out on the tree.