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work from 6 to close today. it was real bizzy-like. tony fucked up nice and good today. he got rum raisin all over the place and i had to clean it up. i'm very tired now. i don't work tomorrow. that makes me happy.

that's about all i have to say for now.

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i was dead tired when i got home from work and i still am very tired. but i can't sleep.

i was looking at the "f" keys. F1 through F12. i pressed F5 and it reloaded the page. so i had something written before this, but it got erased. i learned a valuable lesson.

i'd write what some of my thoughts are, but i have none right now. the thing is, i'd like to think about something, but nothing comes to mind. i was strumming the guitar and made a chorus to a song. but i don't know how the verses go.

wonder bread now has 200% more calcium. i was talking to my dad about wonder bread. i said to him "i haven't had wonder bread in a while. i wonder how it is" with a slight emphasis on the second "wonder." he enjoyed it and laughed through his nose. one time i made him laugh during dinner and he spit food in my direction. my mom was disappointed with him. the other day my dad was making fun of hispanic accents. both my mother and i were disappointed with him.

my mom went to see AI today alone. i don't think my mom and dad have gone out with each other since they moved to oceanside. my mom sees movies alone for pete's sake. she went to the long beach festival alone today. i don't think my dad even left the house today. he says he wants to go out and see the world. fuck that, he's too fucking lazy. my parents went to china early this summer and my dad probably slept through most of it. they're going to europe at the end of the summer and he's going to sleep through most of it. i can picture what's going to happen on this trip. it's a cruise, so they're going to sail to different european destinations. at each location, he's going to stay on the cruise ship while my mom goes out alone and see the city on a tour bus. that has been every family vacation. tour buses and my dad sleeping or my dad sleeping on tour buses.

maybe it's just cause my dad doesn't like my mom. he wants to sleep through her nagging. my sister said i'm the only normal one in the family. i think she's right. i haven't talked to her in a long time. i don't think she's in the right state of mind. neither am i. i used to go to her for answers, but then i stopped asking questions. i don't like giving courtesy calls to her because i won't have anything to talk about.

fuck if this isn't the shittiest entry i've ever written. who cares about my family. no one. not even me. fuck this.

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i drove my dad to best buy today. he wanted to get a new monitor, the flat screen type deal. they were flat out of them. since i drove him, he bought me two dvds. fancy that. i got pee wee's big adventure and one flew over the cuckoo's nest. i'm watching the deleted scenes of pee wee's. they're brilliant. this whole fucking movie is brilliant.