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Jun. 9th, 2001 12:19 amwe went to java coffee again tonight to see josh's set. it was really good. the kid who opened for him was not good at all. his set was such a droning, monotonous mess of sappy lyrics. all of his songs souded the same. the guy who works at java coffee is a fucking asshole as well. i hate that place a lot. then we went to st anthony's feast. it wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be. it was a last resort cause there was nothing else to do. i saw chris, the guy i work with at te deli, there. i didn't say hi.
chris depresses the hell out of me. he's a really nice guy. but you can tell his life is in the shitter. when i saw him he was at the beer wagon, as he said he was going to be. the thing is, he was just standing there alone. god. i hate shit like that. i can tell he gets shit at work too. there's this guy, frank. i don't know who the hell this guy is, but he showed up yesterday and was running the show. i was in the back with frank and he said to me "that's the kind of guy you don't want to be like when you grow up" referring to chris. granted, i don't want to be like chris, but why say something like that. the guy may not be sharp as a knife, but you can tell he's a hard worker. i didn't respond to that comment. frank is a douchebag. chris said he'd get me beer from the deli, but eddie caught us and said no. i hope chris didn't get in trouble, i don't think he will. i don't give a fuck if eddie doesn't let me work there anymore. i should have just asked eddie myself, but chris told me not to bother. jesus. i haven't felt this sorry for someone in a while. i shouldn't fucking feel sorry for the guy, but for some reason i do. it's fucked.
whatever, i think think the fast-talking girl that was at java coffee is cute. if she slowed down for a second and concentrated on listening instead of talking it would be a cool thing. i hear she likes movies. speaking of movies, i've decided that blue velvet sucks. it should have never been made. david lynch sucks. david lynch's daughter sucks even more. they're good at making disturbing movies, but i think there's little subtance behind the gruesomeness.
i really think i have have to hang out with more girls. it's only been danielle and phoebe so far, but they're in smithtown. we hung out with marisa once, i hope it happens again. girls around here are just bullshit artists. i wouldn't mind not being here right now. i wouldn't mind not being anywhere. i wish there was a nowhere i could go to. somebody would probably sneak their way in and ruin it for me anyway.
chris depresses the hell out of me. he's a really nice guy. but you can tell his life is in the shitter. when i saw him he was at the beer wagon, as he said he was going to be. the thing is, he was just standing there alone. god. i hate shit like that. i can tell he gets shit at work too. there's this guy, frank. i don't know who the hell this guy is, but he showed up yesterday and was running the show. i was in the back with frank and he said to me "that's the kind of guy you don't want to be like when you grow up" referring to chris. granted, i don't want to be like chris, but why say something like that. the guy may not be sharp as a knife, but you can tell he's a hard worker. i didn't respond to that comment. frank is a douchebag. chris said he'd get me beer from the deli, but eddie caught us and said no. i hope chris didn't get in trouble, i don't think he will. i don't give a fuck if eddie doesn't let me work there anymore. i should have just asked eddie myself, but chris told me not to bother. jesus. i haven't felt this sorry for someone in a while. i shouldn't fucking feel sorry for the guy, but for some reason i do. it's fucked.
whatever, i think think the fast-talking girl that was at java coffee is cute. if she slowed down for a second and concentrated on listening instead of talking it would be a cool thing. i hear she likes movies. speaking of movies, i've decided that blue velvet sucks. it should have never been made. david lynch sucks. david lynch's daughter sucks even more. they're good at making disturbing movies, but i think there's little subtance behind the gruesomeness.
i really think i have have to hang out with more girls. it's only been danielle and phoebe so far, but they're in smithtown. we hung out with marisa once, i hope it happens again. girls around here are just bullshit artists. i wouldn't mind not being here right now. i wouldn't mind not being anywhere. i wish there was a nowhere i could go to. somebody would probably sneak their way in and ruin it for me anyway.
